Thursday, March 25, 2010

ten commitments to your pets (truer words were never spoken.. i didn't write this i saw it in a book)

ten commitments to your doggy pet:
(written from doggy point of view)

1. please have a long replationship with me.
2. please have trust in me, that alone can make me happy
3. please remember that i have feelings too
4. when i am disobedient there's a reason
5. please talk to me as much as you can. even though i can't speak your words, i understand
6. please remember before you hit me i have sharp teeth that could hurt you, but choose not to use
7. please stay with me even when i am old
8. i don't go to school.. i don't have friends, remember i only have you.
9. i only live for about ten years so spend as much time with me as you can.
and number 10..
10. please stay with me when i am dying.

*please remember i love you always*


so if you are pet or doggy owner, can you promise these ten simple things to make your pets happy?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

my life

I hate my life
Nothing ever goes right
I want the world to end.
I want existence to be nothing
Then all my problems will slip away
The only person I will miss Is you
You are the single ray of light in my world of darkness
Under all this pressure I am being crushed,
But you relieve some of my pain.
Without you I cannot go on
Without you there is no me
I know you
You are everything I live for
Yet...
You know nothing about me…
I know...
It sounds stupid.
I know I am weird.
But...
I can’t help it
I am who I am…
Although I wish it would change.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

lost hope

i feel like giving up,
i am losing hope.
i am losing faith.

there is something stopping me,
that is you,
you are the light that keeps me going,
you wipe away my pain,
i know you,
yet you don't even know i exsit..
the pain, joy and sorrow...
it's much too much for myself to bear alone.
but who can help me?
no one.
this is my burden and my burden alone...
my scars to hide.
my wounds to heal,
but you bring some comfort to my life time of pain.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

books

Books are the best of all friends,
the most patient of all teachers,
the wisest of all counselors
and the roots of our imagination.
They are silent yet at the same time comforting.

Books are the water to the roots of fantasies

time (hope you like it)

“Time”
By: kelly

Nothing ever lasts,
All will be gone.
Lost within the flow of Time.


Millions of years ago,
The mighty dinosaurs once stalked the earth.
Now
Reduced to dirt and bones
Placed in museums, merely for our enjoyment.
Powerless in the iron grasp of Time.


Beauty never lasts,
Time
The greatest of all artists,
Erasing the beauty skin deep,
Replacing it with the wrinkles of age
Now……
Wrinkled, sagging, and unrecognizable.


Existence is not permanent,
Mere drafts on its canvas
Some will be erased
Some added,


What will last?
Only time can tell.
Only it can decide.

Friday, February 26, 2010

why me?

Why? Why me? Why do I have to put up with all this? Why? Those are the questions I ask myself each day. I am not a genius so why do I have to plaster on a fake smile for others? Why do they expect so much from me? Don’t they know this is driving me crazy? Nothing is every lasting. Nothing, I am just doing this till my time comes. This is just what god has out us on earth for, to suffer. Is it all we do? Even if we do experience the occasional feeling of joy and happiness, they don’t last the sadness always comes back to us, it haunts us, eating away at our insides until we are left hallow and empty without a cause to live for, just waiting for time to pass and for the time to come. Everything in the end leaves us noting is always ours forever. This is tiring but what I can do there is nothing I can do. Just waiting, No one hears me; no one really cares of what I think. Sure there are friends, but what can they do? In the end you’re all by yourself with no one to rely on but yourself. No one is here for me. No one. family? They are disappointed in me especially my mother, what she sees when she looks at me is only failure and a letdown. A waste of skin, a waste of resource. What I have right now could be given to someone else, someone else who has potential and is more useful than me. She would replace me if she could. She would trade me in like something she had gotten the wrong brand in a store. She would trade me for a better one, one that listens, one that works hard, one that keeps working hard, forever, never going against her. Never need to waste money on, never need to waste breath on. Never need to waste anything on the new one, but alas that cannot be done she is stuck with me and nothing could be done, so I live my life. Strive with all my might for her goals and not mine. Yet I am still not ever good enough. Never ever good enough. She brought me here to this unfamiliar place. Left me out there along, and left me with nothing but a “work hard”. Left me on my own to find my way again. I got back on my feet, slowly. The father works day and night to support us. I feel bad maybe if I went away they would have fewer troubles. Maybe if I had not existed things would be better. It’s still not too late. I can always disappear from their lives. It’s still not too late. I can still leave in time without causing them anymore pain; just disappear from their lives like smoke. Then I won’t have anything to worry about, there is always another person that can replace me. She’ll do better than me, unlike me she is not a waste of space.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

poem: jerks

they say
"sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt us"
those lies
of course it hurts
maybe even more than sticks and stone
the wounds never heal properly
they leave the most hideous of all scars
fuel hate and resentment
something the world doesn't need

so why do some people still say it?
that's what i want to know.
what is going through thoes people's head when they say this
what do they think about?
certainly not the other person's feelings
who are those people that say these things?
they are what the world call
JERKS
and assortments of other colourful names

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

getting started

hey people ;)

i have just created my blog.
i made this to give a oppurtuity for others to read my writing and
for me to get feedback from you guys about my writing.

thank you ;p
i am new at this so bear with me